Husband Recorded His Sexual Activities With A Lesbian Whore.

by Liz
(Fort Worth)

In my marriage I had total trust that my husband would be faithful to me keeping our wedding vows. In the past year I had been suspecting that something was wrong. On October 25 I saw evidence of his cheating on our computer he had left his site open with a picture of a whore giving him a blow job.

I have had health issues for past 10 years and our sex life was nonexistent. I had reached a weight of 260 and was in poor health. I got a gastric sleeve and lost 85 pounds. I had my whole world shattered. He tried to tell me that he had just started seeing this whore this past year but then I gained access to our joint bank account and the truth started to be revealed.

His affair started 8 years ago when he went to a strip club and met her. He told me that he liked her because she was young (he's 62 and she's 32) the deal was that he would pay her $300 every time they met.

He would tell me he was going to work in Dallas during the day as his cover. So began the lies and spending. He would take her to eat after sex and then go shopping to buy her whatever she wanted.

In 2011 she married her lesbian partner who supposedly doesn't know she's a whore. My husband thought she was exclusive to him all these years then found out she had other Johns because he printed the text message conversations she was having to schedule dates with them on the phone line. He literally spent over 200 thousand dollars on this whore. He told me he didn't know how to stop.

He used so much Viagra that it no longer works on him and he took pictures and videos of his sex activities with her that he created his own porn library. What hurts me that he would always joke that he would trade me for a younger model and that's exactly what he did. Now that I have lost weight I'm beautiful to him and he says he has stopped.

But I am repulsed by his betrayal and I am so distraught. I don't believe in divorce and I do love him and am committed to my vows so I need so much prayer to let go and let God handle this.

He wants to grow old with me but I know he just doesn't want to be alone. I know that God has a purpose for me and now I put God first I will submit to my husband but I'm not happy.