My Boyfriend Is Lying, Cheating and Abusive

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Please pray for me and my boyfriend, as of now we are not married.

We have been together for two years, and I have put up with cheating for about a year and a half now. It started out with texting about sex to me seeing him telling his friend he was going to "smash" something.

I'm devastated, heart broken, and tore to pieces. He swears up and down that he did not cheat on me physically but I've been lied to so many times, I just don't believe it.

I have prayed and prayed for him and have asked for Gods help and healing. I'm just not seeing no results in his changing.

I love this man and can't see myself without him. I know this is not the man I first met. He has two kids of his own that I treat as if they were mine, and it breaks my heart to know if something doesn't change, not only am I losing him but the kids too.

I just need prayer. This relationship has gone down the drain, not only to I put up with his cheating, its always an argument about something, or him putting his hands on me and calling me names. No I'm not perfect and yes I have stuff to work on but I have never cheated or made him feel worthless like I feel now.

I ask that God will just bring me peace and the loving man back to me that I first met and restore our relationship!